Elsa and the Snow Queen

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" Listen to me, Elsa, your power will only grow. There is beauty in it, but also great danger. Fear will be your enemy."

I was not always a writer, but i've always been a dreamer. A creator of detailed and confusing worlds that only made sense to me. At one point, i was told to let go of these and the things i'd created.
I did.
Today i only remember a select few, and truly i wish i had not been so stupid. I let it all go and i succumbed to what everyone else wanted from me. I was Elsa, wearing the gloves and concealing, not feeling, not letting it show.
When i began writing on my old laptop, the one that no longer works, i never planned to share it. I wrote for myself, every day, for hours. It bothered everyone around me, because i wanted nothing to do with anyone else. It felt amazing.
Admittedly i was awful at it, but it was my passion for it and love for freedom that made me keep going.
Eventually it irritated everyone so much i stopped; again. I abandoned writing and told myself it was nothing, and sometimes wrote little things here and there- nothing i could work up to finish. I have over one hundred of my own characters, all collecting dust to this day. I'll let them free when the time is write ( ;) ).

I couldn't conceal it forever.
I hadn't realized what i was doing, i wrote in those comments and i had no idea that my gloves were gone until she told me that i needed to write it out and post it. I thought i made a terrible mistake, i was scared to death, but i couldn't disappoint a friend. I looked up a writing program in my computer, and hopped write ( aha ) to it. Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows i tried.
I let it go, and i let my hands be free to do what they would. In the name of The Last Unicorn, " Magic, do as you will! "
With that, came Good and Evil.
With that, Elsa became the Snow Queen.
And now, i stand here, my ice castle built and strong, to say that here i stand, and here i'll stay. I'm never going back, the past is in the past!
It took the majority of my life to make me Jessica, but merely months to make me Midnight. Months to free me, and well, hun, you made a monster! XD
Well, now they know.
Let it go!

The cold never bothered me anyway.

" That perfect girl is gone! "
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Day-dreaming101's avatar
This is so good and inspirational I love it and I'm so glad we're friends!! I hope you always let it go and leave that perfect girl in the dust.